Clean slate

Okay. Well for starters i broke up with Josiah cause he was a jerk much like his step brother Derek, and because i'm pretty sure he liked my best friend Reghan, which was fine with me cause i was starting to like Jayden. But anyway you don't know most of these people, which is for the best. So i called this clean slate because i'm going into high school this year, and i'm excited and ready for a fresh start! And the highschool boys... lol I'm also writing a short story on www.WattPad.com and if you'd like to read it and give me some feedback that'd be great. Look for MoMo4Ever and then click on my works. It's called 'Book Crew? Boring..or maybe not.' I'm seriously looking for feed back lol so help!

Ex Boyfriend #2 now Boy friend #1

               Okee Dokies. I'm going out with my ex-bf Josiah. He's so funny and cute and athletic and nice! I've missed him. We broke up cause of a stupid joke of mine.. but recently got back together after he asked me out. Is it wrong that we want to keep it a secret? Because I think its our business though so that shouldn't matter. But I've told my closest friends about him. 2 of them today and 2 of them the day we started going out which was January 31st so Tomorrow is 3weeks for us :)

Its my birthday!!!

I'm partying! Having fun with my friends! Eating.....lol I always eat! But i don't think i'm chunky... just....chunky lol

Facebook post of Mine

Okay. I could say that I'm completely over you, But that would be a lie. I could say that I love you. But again, more lies and no truth.

I could say that I hate you and always will. And thats yet another lie. But I could say I want you back.... and thats just halfway false. I do want you back, but only the real you. Not the "you" you are trying to be. The one I fell in love with.

 But here's a truth. I'm unsure about everything. 

I've decided.

Caleb does not like me. I will not like him. He thinks he's a Jack ass and I'll let him think that. I don't think he is one. But if i keep talking to him I'm gonna start liking him. So i'll stop that right now. I'll only txt him if he txts me first

This Isn't good...

Well apparently at our soccer banquet which was Wednesday the 30th, Cole was staring at me the whole time. I didn't think so but everyone around me thought so. I mean I'd catch him looking at me a couple times but not much. And the even worse thing is I still kinda... Love is a strong word but its like a train wreck you can't look away from, you just can't stop doing it, Him. But I've liked his older brother Taylor for a while which he has a Girlfriend who also happens to be one of my best friends and seems to hate me anyway so i should be over him soon, And Cole's friend that's supposed to be like a brother to him... so that's kinda awkward :/

I need you now

I can't believe I'd actually fall for him again. He hurt me so much and for some odd reason i wanna say I love him, But i know i don't. So.. we had Music together. His choir and mine have a girls piece and a guys piece and while he was singing I caught him looking straight at me and he must have saw me doing it too because we did that like 3 times. And I know it means nothing right? Someone somewhere agree with me please.... ;( 
Oh and I have a guy friend that I've know but haven't liked except once in like 5th grade, but anyway he likes me know and i don't like him like that. But I like his friend Jayden....