Its my birthday!!!

I'm partying! Having fun with my friends! Eating.....lol I always eat! But i don't think i'm chunky... just....chunky lol

Facebook post of Mine

Okay. I could say that I'm completely over you, But that would be a lie. I could say that I love you. But again, more lies and no truth.

I could say that I hate you and always will. And thats yet another lie. But I could say I want you back.... and thats just halfway false. I do want you back, but only the real you. Not the "you" you are trying to be. The one I fell in love with.

 But here's a truth. I'm unsure about everything. 

I've decided.

Caleb does not like me. I will not like him. He thinks he's a Jack ass and I'll let him think that. I don't think he is one. But if i keep talking to him I'm gonna start liking him. So i'll stop that right now. I'll only txt him if he txts me first

This Isn't good...

Well apparently at our soccer banquet which was Wednesday the 30th, Cole was staring at me the whole time. I didn't think so but everyone around me thought so. I mean I'd catch him looking at me a couple times but not much. And the even worse thing is I still kinda... Love is a strong word but its like a train wreck you can't look away from, you just can't stop doing it, Him. But I've liked his older brother Taylor for a while which he has a Girlfriend who also happens to be one of my best friends and seems to hate me anyway so i should be over him soon, And Cole's friend that's supposed to be like a brother to him... so that's kinda awkward :/